I’m so scared, I sit here & I’m debating upon sending that letter. Elijah says its not gonna make a difference and I should go for it. I just want you to know that everything I did, I didnt mean it, I wish I didnt do it. I wish I could take it back, a million fucking times. I dont even know if it still bothers you honestly, but its always gonna bother me until I know you’ve forgiven me. You didnt deserve me playing with your emotions like that, I just want everything to go back to how it was before.